The following interview is done with Donn Donni...
First, introduce the world to Vesperian Sorrow.
We are a melodic, atmospheric metal band from central Texas. We are
indeed influenced by several European metal bands, as well as other
forms of obscure music. We tend to feel that our style is of a
purgatorial quality, as it can not be likened to just one niche or
style in this music genre. At times our music represents sheer power
and aggression, then to be reciprocated by melancholic moments of sheer
beauty.
We have more or less chosen to devote our lives to this commitment
that we have imposed upon ourselves. To create the best art through
music that we possibly can.
We have a promo here, 'Beyond the Cursed
Eclipse,' tell us about this release.
It is our first full-length release. The album will be released
through Displeased Records, out of Holland. The promos are more so to
achieve recognition, and establish a following in the music community.
The actual finalized product will be released very soon, fall of this
year actually. The material herein is a culmination or our
perseverance, and desire to bring forth what we have been enjoying
composing and arranging for some time now. We hope it will be accepted
by many.
Can you define to us the meaning behind your band
name?
We consider ourselves to be somewhat tenebrous and somber individuals.
Our true lives ultimately thrive during a period of existence in which
it is absent of light. Hence we gather a sense of togetherness during
the vesper hours. Sadness or sorrow is something that we all experience
and endure until we can overcome this emotion. Strength is derived from
surmounting certain dismal points in ones life. Therefore we feel the
words Vesperian Sorrow are an interesting reflection about what we as
musicians and individuals perceive through life and artistic
expression.
What sort of things does Vesperian Sorrow
represent?
We present to everyone how we are in everyday life. We choose not to
necessarily influence others, so much as we do ourselves.
Interpretation of us through others is solely derived from what those
perceive. Representation is as it will be. We do feel that Vesperian
Sorrow exudes honesty and integrity, as there are no false pretenses
present in our lives or music.
Since I have no lyrics here, explain to us what
your lyrics are based upon.
Actually, the lyrics are arranged mostly from my own thoughts and
imagination. As not to dwell on topics and themes commonly featured in
this form of music. I create my own stories as I envision settings and
situations in my own mind. Comprehension may not be readily prevalent
for those who can not converse with the author and understand what was
being put to words as these images were formed. I find great beauty in
many things that others would embrace with abhorrence. The wretched,
gloomy side of nature has influenced myself greatly. I hold a
fascination with obscurity and solace which I bring forth in text to
music.
What sort of things (outside of music) inspire
you to create music?
We derive our music through our own moods and feelings at the times we
are creating our arrangements. We all possess our own lives and endure
different situations as we move along. We gather together and create
from these differences certain elements of diversity. Our music is more
or less felt from within our own selves.
I don't imagine too many people have yet to hear
Vesperian Sorrow, so, for those unknowing, explain
what makes Vesperian Sorrow worth investigating
further.
We feel that we possess an original quality not too common these days.
We do not really consider ourselves to be solely black metal or death
metal. It is more of a culmination of several different genres, along
with our own unique writing style. We feel that any listener of extreme
music, would gather some fulfillment from this band.
To the more philosophical side of things... tell
us what you absolutely hate most of existence. And,
in contrast, what makes this life worth living to
you?
Hatred is my strongest emotion. I care not to exhaust it on infantile
happenings that do not involve myself. Yes, certain things do bother
and frustrate individuals, but one should not linger on such moments. I
feel that it is a waste of existence. Transform all hatred into
something that can be honored, such as strength or courage. If we as
individuals constantly went through life hating, then there would
really exist nothing worth living for. Music, art, the people I have
chosen to embrace, I want to survive for.
Tell us about your religious/spiritual
beliefs...?
Religion to myself is non-existent. I feel that every individual has a
right to believe in whatever it is that they choose. It is a very
personable quality. There are many organized religions present today.
If a person chooses to commit themselves to such an act, then I feel
it has absolutely no relevance to anyone else. There has always been,
and always will be great debate if there exists a God, or an Anti-God
for that matter. I feel that no one person can make this determination
for all people. Choose what you want to choose. Do what you want to do.
As far as my beliefs- I choose to worship myself. My body is my temple,
and my mind is the altar at which I gather.
What do you envision when you contemplate death?
Is there a preferred way you'd like to leave this
world?
I have to honestly say that I have absolutely no idea of what death
will be like. As much as I contemplate life, and how much I enjoy being
alive, I contemplate death just as well. I hypothesize it because
there is a sense of unknowing. A great vast void that I know I will
embrace one day. We all struggle to keep ourselves alive, knowing that
one day we will become expired. Sometimes I wonder what it is all for.
While I am in existence, I want to fulfill my life to it's fullest
extent. When I do leave this world, it will be something that I revel
in.
Lets hypothetically say you are about to be
executed... as you stand at the gallows, what would
you envision your last words to those killing you
be? Also, what would be some of things you fathom
might flash through your mind in the seconds before
death?
I would say to my executioners that by killing me, it will only make
me stronger, and more pertinent than they will ever be. Through my
death, another shall obtain life. To kill someone through execution is
an act of weakness. There is no challenge in such a cowardice action. I
can not express what I would envision before death. Only the time of
such a situation could yield such thoughts.
If you were granted the answer to any one
question, what would the question be?
What shall occur when my life comes to an end?
Its no secret, the world is in social/natural
decline, to say lightly. Tell us your thoughts on
this world... and do you see hope for a brighter
tomorrow?
The conditions of this world are of no concern to me. I have chosen to
create and exist in a world of my own likening. I have always felt that
society has disassociated itself with me. Therefore I have chosen to
disassociate myself with society. My immediate surroundings with what I
have bestowed upon myself, are what matter to me. A persons existence
is what they make it. The world is as the world has been formed. This
planet we live upon holds us with contemptuous mirth. We will all be
terminated from this world, and this planet will still remain for
countless eons.
How do you see the world 100 years from now?
In a centuries time, I will have been long gone from this world. It may
be here and be more prosperous, or it may very well no longer be in
existence. I don't know.
What sort of literature interests you, if any?
The only literature that I have ever been interested in is the poetic
scriptures of English poet Algeron Charles Swinburne. The man was truly
miraculous. I happened across his work a few years back, and have since
been fascinated with his usage of words.
Would you say Vesperian Sorrow is one of those
politically correct bands? Tell us what you think of
such types.
No, I would say that we are not a politically correct band. Those
particular topics are not conducive with what we are interested in.
Those types that choose to express themselves that way, we can
appreciate. They are doing what they want to do and that is adherent
with us.
Do you believe in the philosophy, 'Might is
Right?'
I feel that I am as mighty as I only can allow myself to be. My
methods of living, and what I have chosen are what is right for me.
Weakness can only occur if someone allows it to happen. One must reach
inside of their own feelings and continually stay strong.
And to end with a few music oriented
questions... Tell us what we can expect for the
future of V.S.?
We shall continue to be what our lifestyles have chosen for us to be.
Musicians. All of us have accepted that this is our way of life, and until
that life is taken away, we shall continue to strive to be the best
musicians and artists that we possibly can be. Vesperain Sorrow will
undoubtedly remain here for quite some time to come. Our dedication
will not allow this project to come to an end any time in the near
future. Expect from us many more albums, and perhaps other creations of
artistic expressions.
How can those interested obtain your work(s)?
All those interested can obtain our work through myself, or through
Displeased Records. There are also many distros that will be carrying
what we have produced.
Lastly, your final comments and words of wisdom.
I would truly like to express gratitude to all the ones who have
supported this scene. It is a constant struggle, but with what is
brought forth, it makes it all worth it. Not to be said with arrogance,
but I feel that I am a wise human being, but my knowledge can not be
any greater or any less than that of someone who possesses their own
wisdom. A person can teach another, although he can not make them
learn. Be true to yourself and those you respect.
Keep the struggle alive, within the music community, and within
your own existence. See you all very soon, in this life or the next.