Through the travail of the ages,
In the form of many people
I have battled for fresh mammoth,
I have known the call to battle
I have sinned and I have suffered,
I cannot name my battles
Perhaps I stabbed our Savior
In the dimness of the shadows
While in later clearer vision
Hear the rattle of the harness
See the goal grow monthly longer,
Still more clearly as a Roman,
Once again I feel the anguish
I remember all the suffering
Once again I smell the heat sparks
In the windless, blinding stillness
Midst the spume of half a tempest
I have fought with gun and cutlass
And still later as a General
Till at last our star faded,
So but now with Tanks a'clatter
So as through a glass, and darkly
And I see not in my blindness
So forever in the future,
Midst the pomp and toil of war,
I have fought and strove and perished
Countless times upon this star.
In all panoplies of time
Have I seen the luring vision
Of the Victory Maid, sublime.
I have warred for pastures new,
I have listened to the whispers
When the race trek instinct grew.
In each changeless changing shape
From the high souled voice of conscience
To the beastly lust for rape.
Played the hero and the knave;
Fought for belly, shame, or country,
And for each have found a grave.
For the visions are not clear,
Yet, I see the twisted faces
And I feel the rending spear.
In His sacred helpless side.
Yet, I’ve called His name in blessing
When in after times I died.
Where we hairy heathens warred,
I can taste in thought the lifeblood;
We used teeth before the sword.
I can sense the coppery sweat,
Feel the pikes grow wet and slippery
When our Phalanx, Cyrus met.
Where the Persian darts bounced clear,
See their chariots wheel in panic
From the Hoplite’s leveled spear.
Reaching for the walls of Tyre.
Hear the crash of tons of granite,
Smell the quenchless eastern fire.
Can I see the Legion close,
As our third rank moved in forward
And the short sword found our foes.
Of that blistering treeless plain
When the Parthian showered death bolts,
And our discipline was in vain.
Of those arrows in my neck.
Yet, I stabbed a grinning savage
As I died upon my back.
When my Flemish plate gave way
And the lance ripped through my entrails
As on Crecy’s field I lay.
Of the glittering tropic sea
I can see the bubbles rising
Where we set the captives free.
I have heard the bulwarks go
When the crashing, point blank round shot
Sent destruction to our foe.
On the red and slippery deck
With all Hell aflame within me
And a rope around my neck.
Have I galloped with Murat
When we laughed at death and numbers
Trusting in the Emperor's Star.
And we shouted to our doom
Where the sunken road of Ohein
Closed us in its quivering gloom.
Have I waddled on the foe
Belching death at twenty paces,
By the star shell’s ghastly glow.
The age long strife I see
Where I fought in many guises,
Many names, but always me.
What the objects were I wrought,
But as God rules o’er our bickerings
It was through His will I fought.
Shall I battle as of yore,
Dying to be born a fighter,
But to die again, once more.